Part of new resolutions :
I will never do last minute studies.
I will smile to the world regardless how bad i feel at that moment.
Im gon eat healthy food. yes! Just Healthy food. [ Idk if i can do this, but i ll try my best ;) ]
I will not take things seriously. This mean Hazardous words or actions can go straight to the toillet bowl to be flushed away. Geddit? ;)
As a conclusionnnn ;
A HAPPPPPYYYY ME :*
I love positive vibes :)
To be exact, i love to be surrounded by positive people.
And Yes! i love seeking advices from people i trust.
So far life has been Up and Down.
But thats okay :)
I am adapting to the new life anyway.
I trust His Plans fo me.
So as you all know,
im currently doing my clinical years in Hospital.
If you ask me hows life in the hosp,
i will say very interesting :)
Learning new things and seeing patients everyday,
kind of made my day.
But,
to have to witness the pain through the sorrow of their eyes,
how bad they suffer, how sick they can be.
i will not lie about this :
I AM DYING A LIL INSIDE EVERYDAY.
No kidding.
Theres a strong urge to help them as much as i could,
but as for now, i am just a medical student.
All i can do is to throw them the sweetest smile,
and give them the deepest console.
they come from all walks of life.
Some are so poor and old that they touched my heart :'(
Some are so young and innocent.
But this is a test from Allah to His servants.
We have absolutely no rights to question it :)
InsyaAllah every dark cloud has a silver lining,
Things happened for a reason, Have faith.
I want to update my trip to Denpasar Bali so badly but i dont have that much time right now.
So yes, maybe nextime? :)
